so i have many, many issues.

yes.

one of them:

i hate it when people contradict themselves without even knowing it.

like

"i want to do everything to be with you, so please try to come here."

or

"i fucking hate motherfuckers who abuse too much"

or

"i never compare you to your cousins! you need to learn to be calm like J____."

listen to yourself, you fuckface.