when I'm sad I...

1. cry. no cut that. fucking bawl!
2. write very sad song and bawl more.
3. walk in rain, pretending to be homeless, unloved orphan.
4. spend all money buying scrapbooking stationary.
5. imagine im floating inside my lava lamp.
6. play doh.
7. write very angry song, tear paper, break pen and just about stop self from smashing guitar.
8. ignore all family members for their own good health.
9. listen to Joni Mitchell and imagine i was at Woodstock '69
10. stalk peoples facebook albums.
11. make random lists.
12. watch The Godfather.
13. cry more because life will never be that exciting.
14. feel ridiculous.
15. cuddle up on floor with dog.
16. bubble bath.
17. wear fancy panties.
18. stretch!
19. coffee and/or chocolate
20. realize i feel better.

i sure do take my time.