why i do not open up.

do not laugh at a friends pain, even if you do not understand it. do not even snigger.
it doesnt say much about your loyalty or your morals.
a situation that may cause your friend some sort of despair, is one you should avoid with a fucking straight face and more damn compassion.
the world is not one dimensional. think. THINK before you act.
one small silly step could lose you trust.

when you make a mockery out of someone elses sorrow, trauma, sadness; when you make a fool of someone elses tears, when you laugh at your friends feeling of despair thorugh deceit, when you laugh at a friend who hurts because of lies and unfaithfulness, you're not much of a friend.
not because you dont think before you act
but because you even found something to laugh at.


this is why, honey, this is why i take my own sweet time to make friends.
this. this is exactly why.
but, well, how the fuck would you ever know anyhow.