its fascinating to watch it all fall to pieces. so ugly, its hard to watch, but its harder to look away. i wake up, again, every morning, with these shards in my system, and i feel them. i almost am unbelieving that they are tearing up everything i fought for, without a thought. and now i feel as if i have lost any will to rebuild. i don't understand what it is they want from me. but if they let me down, i will not give them my time, my money or any part of myself.
everything must not happen to just one person.
my dreams have collapsed like the tent that lost its pole.
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the end just decapitates your senses.
does it?
have you been there?
been there and back, and it took me a year. exile is a hard thing. but then greatness lies on the other side of a vast wilderness. and it has all the time in the world.
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