suddenly there is a calm.it will be gone soon. but its here now. i feel in place. for this moment in time i'm comfortable with how everything fits. i feel almost optimistic. it feels like a secret that you cant tell anyone, and every time you think about it, it gives you butterflies in your tummy. i feel hopeful about me, my future, my happiness. for this moment i feel free from worry and tension. light in the heart. this isnt what i woud call happiness really. its a massive calm. a realisation that everything will be absolutely fine no matter how bad or good it gets.
for now i feel adequate. there is no weight lifted, but a knowing that i can do this so well, that i am capable.
fresh.
yep.
calm.
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