i would like to understand myself better.
if i could work around my chemically induced emotions, i would.
there is this theory, that somehow makes so much sense to me.
if i could get myself to cry evevrything out, the acidity would go, the headaches would go and i would stop worrying.
why do my tears dry up?
is this a punishment for disbelife in a higher power.
or just karma.
or like ive said all along, plain, simple biological mutation..

i wish to be happy. i wish to be peaceful.