how the door always seems so open, so inviting. and i can go in, i can go in and let everything not matter anymore, and the future can seem bright and full of sparks and beautiful and strong. but what if everything i manage to achieve isnt what i really want? im desperately scared of leaving behind someone who will love me, care for me and protect me until the end of time. im scared my big plans will be too big for him? he will understand when i say good bye, he wont hate me like the rest do. but what when in the nights im alone and hes with somebody else already? what when i realise that its him that i want all along?
because i think ive found what im looking for.
why then, why do i crave for so much more?
why do i think that its not enough to put a smile on my face?
this young restless spirit is so stubborn and uncompromising.
why do i think that its not enough to put a smile on my face?
this young restless spirit is so stubborn and uncompromising.
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